Stop. Amazement. Euphoria.

I have found my life anew. This experience tonight struck to the core of my being with its level of fun, camaraderie, comfort, informality, and friendliness. I have found my niche at Edinburgh. My weeks will now to a great extent be in anticipation of the coming Tuesday night. This was the most fun I’ve had in a good while. Ogh. You don’t even know. And you won’t unless you click “Read more”…

So, we’ll start with the start of the day. I got up, blah blah, had breakfast, blah blah, went to class, fine. This was my first class of Wittgenstein. It was fine; it’s complicated stuff, but it makes sense if you get pass his reiteration and complicated technology (I would say ambiguous or vague, but I don’t want to accuse Wittgenstein of that, as it’s a big part of what he’s criticizing). The professor is American, and reminds me a lot of Paul Giamatti from Sideways in how he presents himself. He’s clear, though, which is the important thing for Wittgenstein (in both senses)(aren’t I witty).

After class, I went about some errands while listening to my new Martyn Bennett music on my iPod. As my voltage converter blew the other day and that means no speakers, I went to get a new one, one that won’t die on me. Turns out the one I got probably just wasn’t strong enough for the volts pouring through it, so I didn’t buy one today, just so I could come back and find out how much I needed. But I did buy a 4-quid microphone for my computer, so anyone with Skype I will shortly be able to talk to. Huzzah for communication!

After that stint (at Edinburgh Bargain Store, recommended by a tour guide on International Students day), I went to buy tickets for some concerts at Queen’s Hall, which is just down the road from me. I bought tickets there for Phil Cunningham and for Peatbog Faeries. In the morning, before class, actually I had bought my tickets for this weekend, at Celtic Connections. The concerts I’m going to there are Session A9/The Duhks and Shooglenifty. Did I already say that? I feel like I’ve typed that already. Oh well. I’m excited, so it’s okay I told you twice if that’s the case.

Went to dinner, then straight from there to see the FilmSoc showing of Serenity. Yes, I own it, but since I bought the season pass, I get in for free. At the beginning, the FilmSoc person was like “Before we start, we’re going to have a wee trivia question with prizes of these two movie posters of the Bourne Supremacy and American Beauty.” And I was like, awesome, I know all a lot about Firefly and Serenity. I was so prepared for some obscure question. She continued, “What TV show…” and I was like, oh wow. Okay. “…is Serenity based on?” My hand was up before she finished. So now I have two movie posters from good movies, though not my favorites. Whatever. Free stuff is not bad. And of course the movie was great. Until it stopped working about half an hour from the end. If you know it, it was immediately after Mal gives his “They’ll think they can make people better” speech and says “Oh, they won’t be expecting this”. Throughout that climactic scene it had been skipping, and they paused it right after that line to fix it, and they never did. We all got free passes, though, which means, as I already have the season ticket, I can bring friends for free. Awesome. So, I had another event that had started half an hour earlier, so I went to it, right next door:

FolkSoc. Edinburgh University Folk Society. This is my new life. I went in, and there were a bunch of people sitting around a disparately-furnished room. Basically, it’s a tune and song session, with few excellent musicians, a lot of competent musicians, and a lot of beginners/people who don’t play anything, but enjoy the scene. I fell somewhere between the latter two categories. It was amazing. Need I say again, this is my new life. At the start, all the fiddles (referring to the musicians by the name of their instrument) were off getting pints in the Student Union bar upstairs. So, it was a disorganized coagulation of whistles and plunky stuff like guitar. One guy had an autoharp. A bunch of people were just sitting around on the couches and chairs. One girls was knitting. I came in and sat down. I moved over to one of the other whistles and we all kinda muddled around for a while, because us 3 whistles would try to start a tune, and the plunky people would be fiddling around doing their own stuff. I felt like they were more interested in folk songs. Meh. But then, the fiddles came back. And here was the leadership of the group. Not just fiddles, mind, but guitars and bodhran and stuff. So the evening went on with much more gusto. Numerous tunes I recognized were played, some I could play, and joined in. Some songs, surprisingly, I knew, and joined in as much as I could. I did a lot of foot stomping, for lack of my drum. Oh, for my drum. It will have to join me, I barely need to even say it; of course it will. But then. A girl across the room opened her mouth and began singing Northwest Passage. I joined in after “Ah for….” If you don’t know the song, learn it. Stan Rogers, Northwest Passage is the name of the album. I was singing so noticeably that I was encouraged to lead a song. I stammeringly said most of what I knew well enough was Stan Rogers, and they said fine. I pleaded for a minute to pick one, and in the interim another girl led The Wreck of the Athens Queen. Another Stan Rogers, for you unintroduced. When that was over, I didn’t really have anything, because I’d been singing along. But I led Free in the Harbour, which at one point was my favorite. After that it was mostly coming off of the music high, but I then went to work on networking aka learning everyone’s names and meeting people. There’s Paul and Ally, two guys who have a radio show on the college station, called Fresh Folk, and play everything from the kind of stuff I play on my show to more traditional stuff. Paul used to be president of the society, but now Eilidh, a girl who was there just at the beginning, is (that was a poopy sentence). Charlotte, the girl who led the Athens Queen, has blonde dreads and is the treasurer. She’s studying some sort of Scottish/Celtic studies course, as are a number of people in the society. One I talked to, Katie, is from Raasay our beyond the Isle of Skye. The first really friendly person, Clair, is a first year whistle. She seemed kinda flighty and slightly socially unstable. The other whistle is Oisin, a very good musician at whistle and bodhran, but can’t play with other people worth a darn. He plays too fast; no one except very experienced musicians can keep up. Scott, who came in wearing just boxers (as slight flurries were coming down outside; first snow I’ve seen all winter) was the most welcoming of anyone. The explanation for the lack of trouser was that he had been running earlier, and it had happened that he hadn’t had time to go home and change before coming to FolkSoc. He was very nice, knew Stan Rogers and a lot of other stuff I knew. There are two other Americans in the group, about 6 Scottish or Celtic Studies people, and 2 other international students: Anna from Austria (the one knitting), and Carmen from…Bulgaria? Romania? There was one song in Gaelic, sung by Katie and Charlotte.

Today was the 300th anniversary of the Treaty of Union between England and Scotland, and it was all over the news. It showed itself at FolkSoc by a number of Scottish nationalist songs. I think that’s where I fall, for the primary reason that an independent Scotland would likely be able to better preserve its traditional culture, including its imperiled native language, Gaelic.

The group usually goes to Orkney in late May, at the very end of exams. I would love to go with them, but I would also love to get home and see all my senior friends graduate. Can’t do both. We’ll see how things stand in a month or two.

On a lighter note, I’ve started eating all of apples instead of just the outer, most accessible part. The goodness goes all the way down to the core. I don’t eat the core, or the stem bits, but actually the area between the core and the external stems is quite fine. I eat it almost like a peach now. That’s what starving can do for you; you get more efficient in what you eat.

The explosion of pleasure in my mind tonight is spectacular. Like, if you could see mental things, these fireworks would be visible for miles and miles. But I have to wake up for class tomorrow at 9. Ick. But it’s okay, it’ll be fine. I love you all, and miss you, but this is so amazing. Catch you in a few months. Though of course I’ll keep updating this. Mwah.

The First non-windy day!

Did you know that JM Barrie made up the name Wendy? That’s what someone told us during orientation (Barrie was Scottish).

Anyway, here’s my summary of the past few days:

After going to Ultimate on the wrong day on Saturday, I stayed in for the rest of the day. Because I hadn’t exercised that day like I meant to, I did some stuff in my room. I did some pushups and situps, and lifted weights (in the form of full nalgenes) for a while. I’m planning to do this semi-regularly, maybe get a little more fit. That night I watched the movie Blade on my computer.

Sunday I went to Ultimate at 2. This time it actually happened. It was good. Windy, and muddy, but there were enough people to play. I haven’t played in such a long time; it felt great to be playing again. Amazingly, despite being out of shape, I was able to play the whole game. I think when the weather’s really miserable, it helps distract us from other kinds of discomfort. But the people I played with on Sunday were pretty good, some about as good as I am when I’m in shape. Someone said right out that Americans tend to have more experience than other people on their team, just because programs in the US are likely to be more developed than British ones. I don’t know whether they have Ultimate at all in their schools. Regardless, if I get back in shape, I think I should be able to make team one, and they go to a lot of tournaments. I’ll find out more about that at practice tomorrow, I imagine.

Sunday evening I went to An Inconvenient Truth, put on by Film Society and People & Planet, an environmental group on campus. Since I’d seen the film before, I took notes this time. It was great; I took a good page of notes in my moleskine, and with my miniscule writing, that’s a lot.

After the movie, I cam back and met up with this guy I’d met online over the summer by way of our shared musical interests. He actually lives in my dorm. His name’s Ewan, and I hung out with him and some of his friends for a while. Ewan and I each gave the other about 1.5 gigabytes of music. That’s more than 300 songs. This is stuff I’ve been looking for for upwards of 5 years. The rest of the Shooglenifty albums, Peatbog Faeries, Croft No. Five, Martyn Bennett, Capercaillie, Paul Mounsey, and then some stuff I’m more newly interested in: Session A9, Boards of Canada, Blazin’ Fiddles, and Sigur Ros. It’s all great stuff; I don’t know what to do with my excitement. Imagine you attained a long-term, high-desire goal all at once. It’s something like that. I decided to start a playlist of “Trad/House” music. That’s a term I just made up, but basically it’s music that has some connection to traditional music, but sounds more like House music. That’s the kind of music you hear at dances and clubs and stuff, in case you didn’t know *cough*oldergenerationreaders*cough*. It’s one of the kinds of music people above 40 complain about.

I started trying to buy tickets for the Celtic Connections festival, which starts this weekend. I was having difficulty getting the online booking to work, but I eventually got it to work just now. Turns out I’m only getting tickets for two shows, both this weekend: Session A9 & the Duhks, and Shooglenifty. I’m hoping to stay with one of a few friends I’ve made in Glasgow. It’ll be a blast, especially the Shooglenifty concert. There are some other concerts that are in Edinburgh that I’m going to instead of their Celtic Connections equivalent, because they’re cheaper and not sold out, as the Peatbog Faeries Celtic Connections concert is. Those ones are at Queen’s Hall, which is on my walk to class, and they’re spread out over the next few months.

Monday morning I overslept my 8:00 alarm, but it was okay, as I didn’t have class until 2. I missed breakfast, but I went to a diner for brunch that had been recommended in my Lonely Planet guide. It wasn’t as inexpensive as Lonely Planet had touted it as being, but it was good. However, good food is fine, but the most important thing in a food-place is cheapness. So, there are two other places that have been recommended to me as being good and cheap. I’ll check those out next time I’m hungry around lunchtime.

I had Philosophy and the Environment class, which was fine. It’s a good class, consistently comfortable and fulfilling; I really like the professor, one Pauline Phemister. She’s short and has short white hair, wears fashionable but tasteful clothes, and has high round cheeks split by the dimples made from her wonderful Scottish accent. She exudes an air of total confidence without arrogance, and smiles and laughs regularly despite being very serious most of the time. I enjoy the class muchly.

After class I went to the International Students Center (ISC), and got my free cup of tea before it closed. I’m going to be volunteering there Thursdays at 1. It’s a nice place, small and quiet, but with free coffee, tea, and biscuits. It’s the closest I’ve found to Coffee Grounds here.

And yes, today it’s not windy. For the moment. It is rather chilly, probably the coldest it’s been so far, but without the wind it’s not that bad. It’s actually lovely out. What am I doing inside? I should go for a walk before class at 2. Maybe I will. Fine.

Oh, and I’m feeling a lot better than before, from just a little social interaction and just settling into my routine a little. Buying these tickets to Celtic Connections took some pressure off my shoulders. It’ll be nice to take this little trip to Glasgow.

Hope you all are doing well. I know some of you are preparing to (or have already) gone abroad yourselves, and I wish you the best of luck and happiness with that.

Commenting and Gmail

So, you should be able to post comments, even if you don’t have any sort of account whatsoever. There’s not much more I know of that I can do in that department.

That said, I would encourage you to get a Google account, a Gmail account (that’s the same thing). It’s a great email provider (wonderful spam filter, mmm, yummy), and even if you don’t use it for email, you can use it for things like commenting on my blog! Or starting a blog of your own! Google is a happy thing to be involved in; I generally get positive vibes from them as a corporation. They make lots of free stuff of high quality, and…well yeah, that’s a big thing. And they give their employees tax credits or something good for driving priuses, and consequently their headquarters’ parking lot is full of them. Go Google.

Just go to the google home page and hit “Sign in” in the upper left. Then, down at the bottom right, It says “Don’t have a Google Account? Create an account now”. Click on that. Then go from there!

I’ll post for real again tomorrow; I’m supposed to be meeting someone nowish.

Calender

Here’s all the events on my calender so far for the rest of the semester, excluding anything involving clubs I haven’t attended yet.

14.1 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: An Inconvenient Truth
16.1 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Serenity
19.1 – 10pm – Celtic Connections: Session A9 & The Duhks
20.1 – 10pm – Celtic Connections: Shooglenifty
23.1 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Good Night and Good Luck
25.1 – 9:30 – FilmSoc: A Cock and Bull Story
26.1 – 5:30 – Butler: Leave for Homestay in Stirling
(27.1 – 8:00 – Celtic Connections: Malinky)
(27.1 – 10pm – Celtic Connections: Salsa Celtica)
28.1 – 6:30 – Butler: Return from Homestay
2.2 – 8:00 – Celtic Connections: Peatbog Faeries
3.2 – Perhaps a trip to London
4.2 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Children of Men
11.2 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Red Road
18.2 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Little Miss Sunshine
20.2 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Paradise Now
22.2 – 9:30 – FilmSoc: Big Trouble in Little China
25.2 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: The Queen
27.2 – 8:00 – Phil Cunningham & Aly Bain at Queen’s Hall in Edinburgh
4.3 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Borat
6.3 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: The Searchers/The Proposition
(9.3-11.3 – Butler: Loch Lomond Weekend)
10.3 – 7:30 – Salsa Celtica at Queen’s Hall
13.3 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Superman Returns
15.3 – 9:30 – FilmSoc: Pan’s Labyrinth
18.3 – 7:30 – FilmSoc: Casino Royale
24.3 – Spring Break Begins
15.4 – Spring Break Ends
16.4 – Exams Begin
20.4-22.4 – Butler: Trip to Isle of Skye
25.5 – Exams End

Now. I plan to do a lot of traveling during my spring break. My itinerary so far: Paris, Heidelburg, Freiburg, Denmark, perhaps Sweden and Norway, perhaps Rome or the Alps, perhaps Geneva, perhaps Madrid. Of course, I want to travel around the British Isles too, but some of that can be done beforehand. Or during. Who knows.

This is just preliminary. Ultimate Tournaments, visits from people, or society events might take precedence over things. If you have anything you want to add to my calendar, let me know!

Fashion

The fashion here is slightly different from at home. The most noticeable thing is that many many girls wear tights, boots, and miniskirts. Sometimes just tights, boots, and a regular skirt, but you get the idea. Also scarves. Most people wear scarves, sometimes for fashion, sometimes purely for function, but usually a scarf of some kind. Finally, a lot of people, male and female, wear long coats, knee-length or so. A knee-length wool coat and scarf seem to be conventional Scottish winter gear.

A lot of people wear their collars popped too. I wonder if that’s the predominance of public-school kids showing, or just the way a lot of people do it over here.

Today, Saturday 13.1.07

I’ve been in a really good mood today. I got up at 11ish, and was psyched from then on about going to frisbee at 2. But, apparently I’m such a lame-o face beeswax (aka stupid), that it’s actually tomorrow, on Sunday, and I went out in what became miserable weather for nothing. But I had a nice breakfast with a bunch of Butler people, which included some caffeine in the form of tea, so I’m still in a decent mood. It’s remarkable: at brunch, around noon, the weather was amazing, if a little breezy. Now, and since about 2, it’s dark, drizzly and blowing like it has to get to the arctic circle in 5 minutes. The weather is very fickle, with a probability of some rain and some high winds most every day, it seems. I hear we’re supposed to get snow sometime this week, but I doubt it. It doesn’t usually get below freezing here.

Schedule


Here’s my weekly schedule for the moment. Breakfast is 7:45-10 M-F, Brunch is 11:30-2 on the weekend, and Dinner is 5-7:30 every day.

Slang

A couple of slang words that I’ve come across:

minging; minger – disgusting; a disgusting person
chav – disreputable sort of person who’s somewhere between preppy and gangsta

I’m sure there’ll be more once I start hanging out with British kids in earnest.

Adjusting to Uni life


My first week of classes is over, and I’ve started to get involved in activities and meet non-visiting-American students. Doing that feels a lot better, although I still haven’t made any close friends. That’ll come. I haven’t even been to frisbee yet. The picture on the left is one I made with a pen on a piece of cardboard packaging. I’m proud of it. There’s rain in it on the right, now, too. Reminiscent of the weather here….

So, brief rundown of what I’ve been up to:

  • I met with my DoS (Director of Studies, pronounced “doss”, like an academic adviser) on Tuesday morning early. She’s nice, but we made no connection beyond the formal one.
  • I went to the main student center, Potterow, for the first time. It’s nice. Lots of places to hang out and eat, snack, study, or talk, and a nice convenient store. A good place to meet up with people.
  • Had Philosophy of Language. I think I’m going to switch out of it. The professor was nice, tall and lanky, reminding me of a Danish Prof. Turner, but more disorganized. His disorganization and his distracting accent, in addition to the fact that I think the class will focus more on the esoteric views of particular philosophers than the broader issues that I’m interested in, lead me to believe that I wouldn’t learn much or enjoy the class a whole lot. So, I’m looking to switch into a class on Wittgenstein that meets just before the Language one in the same room. One of the Americans in Language said he was in Wittgenstein and it was really good. I like the two guys who were in that with me (though I think they’re both switching out too), Tommy and Peter. Tommy lives right down the hall, but the halls are so anti-socially constructed that I only saw him moving in and not since.
  • I went to Badminton club with Peter. Wow. Let me tell you, it’s hard to even compare it to the Badminton club at Conn. First of all, there were about 50 people there, with 3 courts. Second, everyone was so good! I felt so out of my league there. Although really, there were a lot of people with similar ability to me, and I had some good, close games. Afterward, they go out to the Tron pub (coincidentally one of the ones we went to on Hogmanay) for free food and cheap drinks. I hadn’t had dinner in anticipation of this free food that would doubtless be better than the dining hall food. Alas, they ran out and all I got were some chips (fries, to you silly Americans) and half of a shepherd’s pie. Still yum, but insufficient. *grumbly tummy*. I met a 4th yr. named Jen who studies medicine (a 5-yr course, then they can practice; different from home with med school), and the treasurer Steven who’s a physics grad student working on the detection of dark matter.
  • Had Meta-Ethics the following morning. I was late, because I forgot the room number, but it was fine. There are only about 10 people in the class, and both of the two professors are American and really nice. They want us to call them by their first names, Mike and Matthew. That class looks to be a lot of fun. Perhaps partially because it’s more like I’m used to in the States.
  • Took two naps
  • In between the two naps, I went to go to frisbee practice. Unfortunately, I got the wrong time, and left the Meadows discouraged. I went and bought some food for lunches (which are not provided on the meal plan, which all us Americans think is weird and stupid). Turns out if I’d waited another 10 minutes or so, practice would have started. It’s okay though, I was tired.
  • After dinner, watched Wedding Crashers with some of my American friends
  • Watched American Beauty and Supersize Me while working on my drawing
  • This morning I got up late because I have no class, and I went into town to make an appointment about switching classes and to buy the textbook for Meta-Ethics
  • I saw a poster and later a pamphlet with all the Film Society’s movies for the semester. There are a lot of good ones. It’s 2.50 for one show, 10 pounds for the semester. With 3 a week and more than a third that I want to see, it’s definitely worth the 10.
  • I went to the International Students Center, and got free tea there. I talked with the girl working there; her name’s Natasja, and she’s a 4th yr. International Relations…not major, because they don’t do that here. She studies IR, how about that. Anyway, I think I might like to volunteer there. They need volunteers, and it’s a nice quiet or social place, with free tea, coffee, and biscuits. Yum. Caffeine and sugar, make the world go ’round.
  • Upon leaving dinner tonight, I saw a poster for Archery Club and decided to go to the one tonight. It was pretty cool. I learned a lot of technique stuff and improved a lot by the end of the night. I don’t think I’m going to pay the joining fee, because I think I want to play frisbee, but it was fun. There were about 20 or 30 people in this little long room underground. All firing long pointy objects at high speeds. Apparently the club is the most successful sports team at the uni; one of the girls is on the UK national team, going to the olympics, and several others have won numerous awards. The guy instructing me is named Denis, and he won a lot of awards last year despite being a novice at the beginning. I also met a girl Kathrin from Norway, and an American girl named Brett. Yes, a girl named Brett, get over it.

After Archery, we went to another pub, same deal, free food and cheap drinks. Except no food came. I ordered a club soda with lime, but the bartender had no idea what club soda was. It was chill though, I got an Irn-Bru instead. I kinda like it. I think that’s what I’ll get at pubs from now on; just about everyone will have it, and it’s probably one of the cheapest things available. Besides, aside from whisky, what drink could be more Scottish? For those of you who don’t know, Irn-Bru (pronounced Iron Brew) is a soft drink that tastes kinda like bubble gum, and is one of I believe 2 native soft drinks in the world to rival coke and pepsi in distribution in its home country. The other is in Brazil, I think?

Anyways, in the pub, Brett and I were sitting next to some random 20-somethings. They started talking to us, and we got to chatting. They invited us to head to another bar with them, and after much declining on our part, we agreed to go. We probably wouldn’t have gone if the bar they were going to wasn’t the students-association (EUSA) run building Teviot, which has 5 bars in it. As we repeatedly hear, it’s the oldest purpose-built student union building in the world. Anyway, we went with them, and they’re nice people, although some of them smoke and some of them were kinda drunk. Some of them are in a band called Vitamin Flintheart (btw, one guy, the one who started talking to us, was all three: smoking, drunk, and in the band…he was nice though, being silly). So, we talked about how the Bush administration sucks and also how the mass media in the US isn’t that great either. Small talk, and discussion of this Christian group on campus that was behind a class which promoted teaching gay people to be straight. Big controversy, big successful student movement against it. Anyway, I left and came back to my room. *anticlimactic end to post*

Thank you all

I just wanted to say how much I appreciate all the love that’s pouring out of the comments and responses here. Especially for the long post mentioning the alcohol problem; it makes me feel so great that you all care so much! You’re all wonderful. I’ve gotten lots of great suggestions, which are echoed on Metafilter discussions here and here. The ideas I like the most so far:

  • club soda/tonic water with lemon: looks like a drink, tastes like yummy
  • a shanty: a half pint in a pint glass, topped off with lemonade
  • say you’re on antibiotics, which don’t mix with alcohol
  • ‘fresh orange and soda, no ice’

I think things are going to be okay. I just need to make some good friends, and then I’ll be peachy. But again, thank you all so much.